There are Days

There are days when you just don't want to do.  You just want to be.  Sometimes there are several days in a row that you don't want to do.  It would just be better not to have to bless anyone with your time, your guidance, your voice.

It really seems very selfish.  This not wanting to bless.

You pull sheets up over your head as tears slide to your pillow because somebody didn't read the sign in the kitchen window.  The sign that told them what makes a momma happy.

There is sadness over sin, over gracelessness, and poison talk; over disrespect and unforgiveness.

You wonder about things that don't seem fair.  You question your worth all because of someone's thoughtlessness.

So you just don't want to give.

You just need to be. 
Just for a little while.

be:  • occupy a position in space        • stay in the same place or condition        • attend 
The only way that would be okay is determined by where that position/place/condition might be.  The only way that would be okay is if you are under the wings of the Almighty.
Go ahead.  Stop doing for a little while.  Crawl under those wings and be.